I’m a friggin’ mess. I’ve been “home” only 20 minutes and I can’t stop bursting into tears for minutes at a time. Who the hell even knows the real reason anymore. I don’t know what to do, but this has to stop. Without drinking my face off.
I want to be tough. I want to have no emotion. I want comfort. Fuck, I have no idea what I want anymore.
I seriously need to get my shit together. Stat.